How To Stop Time?

I’m kinda freaking out.  21. I’m going to turn twenty one. It’s like a milestone. Man. I don’t even behave like I’m 17! How am I going to be 21? All mature and responsible, well INTO the twenties. Who would have thought the twenties would arrive so early? It’s like, I’ve JUST gotten adjusted to being a teen. And I’m already a twenties girl? I mean TWENTIES, for God’s sake. Woah. “Hey, I’m Shubhada, I’m all of 21 years of age. Yes, I know I look like I just passed the tenth grade, but I’m actually doing my post grad right now.”

POST GRAD. POST grad. Man, I mean these post grad people are supposed to be calm and composed who know where exactly their life is going. I mean, these people have a grip over their life. And me? Well I’m just happy if I’ve made plans to go out with friends the next day. A grip, a future, a goal, a dream? Ha-ha. These things mean nothing to me. How am I going to handle being a twenty one year old girl?
… Or should I say ‘woman’. Ugh. I don’t want this. Any of this. Can I stop this in any way? Like stop, just stop, okay, time? Please!

See? This is what I’m talking about. I make stupid requests to abstract things like time. And I’m twenty one. Would any twenty one year old (I’m getting tired this term now) behave like this? No. 

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17 Comments Add yours

  1. TheMonk says:

    You will be just fine. No need to panic. I am 27 & still have no idea what the hell this or what hell this is . Be yourself .Set your own pace. Age is just a number.

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    1. shubhada says:

      Yeah! True that! πŸ™‚

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  2. You’re panic makes me panic haha! This was an interesting and amusing read ;)! If you have time and could check out my blog then that would be great because i”d love to know what you think πŸ™‚ Great post, I can’t wait to read more of them.

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    1. shubhada says:

      Hahah, sure, I’ll check it out right now. And thanks! Didn’t mean to cause any panic, though! 😁

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  3. *your panic, sorry πŸ˜‰

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  4. LG says:

    …and when you are double that age, you give up. Trust me. Been there.

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    1. shubhada says:

      I’m sorry.. Give up on what, exactly? Didn’t get what you mean.

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      1. LG says:

        On panicking

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      2. shubhada says:

        Oh! Okay.. I hope I get there, too.

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      3. LG says:

        No hurry…seriously.

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  5. I feel the same πŸ˜›

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    1. shubhada says:

      Haha, many of us feel this, but I feel only a fraction of us are actually able to feel liberated…

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      1. shubhada says:

        Oh shit, I thought this comment was for the other post I’ve just written, about being yourself. I just realised this is not that post, and my reply seems quite irrelevant. Sorry. 😝

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  6. Maya says:

    I am 25 and trust me, I can feel you darling!
    Still trying to find out that stop button.. when time is running to fast and I am just busy planning my life goals yet πŸ˜€
    But, this is how life is πŸ˜‰
    Happy Adulthood!! (read it : HELL)
    xoxo
    `Maya`

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  7. Growing up is hard and post grad is harder. You have no idea what you’re doing, but I’m trying to tell mySelf that’s the fun part? Lol

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