I’m leaving.

on

Today I feel nothing.
I don’t know whether I’m capable of even feeling anything.
I just want to drown away into nothingness, and be there. Forever.
I never want to come up.
Because that would mean caring, loving, arguing, crying, hating.

I’m running away
Leaving my inconclusive thoughts
Leaving all the arguments in my head
Leaving my sorrows
Also leaving my happiness
I’m actually leaving myself.

Because I don’t feel like feeling anything.
What good would it do anyway?
What has to happen
Will always find a way to happen.
You like it or not.

So it’s better to leave.
Leave everything to its own devices.

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35 Comments Add yours

  1. Little Rants says:

    Ohmygodthisisthebombdotcom!

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    1. shubhada says:

      …what? πŸ˜› Didn’t quite get you!

      Liked by 1 person

      1. Little Rants says:

        Oh my God. This is the bomb dot com.

        I’d gotten really excited lol.

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      2. shubhada says:

        Hahaha! Okay! πŸ˜€
        Well I’m glad it made you excited. πŸ˜›

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      3. Little Rants says:

        Eeeeeeep. πŸ™ˆπŸ™ˆ

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      4. shubhada says:

        By the way, I love your profile picture (or whatever else it’s called in the blogging world). πŸ˜€

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      5. Little Rants says:

        Gravatar:D thank you!! Yours is pretty too❀

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      6. shubhada says:

        Oh, yeah! I’m supposed to know this, I’ve just recently changed my picture through gravatar! Man, I really don’t pay attention to things. πŸ˜›

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      7. Little Rants says:

        That’s so cute! Mild ADD:p

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      8. shubhada says:

        Haha, yes I guess! And it’s not cute, its embarrassing at times! πŸ˜›

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      9. shubhada says:

        πŸ˜› πŸ˜€

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  2. lovekira1996 says:

    Beautifully written! Totally describes how I feel πŸ™‚

    Liked by 3 people

    1. shubhada says:

      Hehe! Actually it was because of you I felt like writing about my feelings! So thank you. πŸ™‚

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      1. lovekira1996 says:

        Haha! Glad I could help. πŸ™‚

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  3. wonderful words! I advice to forgive and move on. Someone long back commented the same on one of my poems. πŸ™‚

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    1. shubhada says:

      Yeah.. I think moving on is the best thing. Thanks for caring enough to give an advice! It means a lot to me! πŸ™‚

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  4. theonlysup says:

    I wish I could guide you through all this, but this is a solitary journey that you alone must take. So I wish you well, I pray for your success and happiness

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    1. shubhada says:

      Well, thanks! Sometimes, rather than a guide, people need love. And that’s enough to sail them through. Thanks for wishing well for me! πŸ™‚

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      1. theonlysup says:

        I wish enormous amount of love ..

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      2. shubhada says:

        Thank you! πŸ™‚

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  5. This is so fab,man!Really fab!❀

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    1. shubhada says:

      Thank you! I just wrote whatever rubbish that sprang to my mind! πŸ˜›
      I don’t even know whether it can be called a ‘poem’. πŸ˜›
      Thanks, anyway!

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      1. Now now.No need to be modest.:P
        This is awesome!:D

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      2. shubhada says:

        Hahah! Me and modest?! Never! πŸ˜›
        Call me a realist if you must. πŸ˜›

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      3. Hahaha
        Okiee!As you say.:P
        Lol

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      4. shubhada says:

        Hahahah πŸ˜› πŸ˜€

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  6. bhavpreet says:

    hey .. πŸ™‚ … do what your heart says … and remember .. time is the greatest healer … πŸ™‚ .. loved your word using skills … incredible .. πŸ™‚

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    1. shubhada says:

      Thank you so much! πŸ’œπŸ’œ

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    2. shubhada says:

      And yes, I ll try to do what my heart says, and shut my stupid brain off. πŸ˜›

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      1. bhavpreet says:

        haha πŸ™‚ .. sure .. πŸ™‚

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  7. Tony Burgess says:

    Thank you for the follow my new friend. Keep on blogging. Have a great day!

    Liked by 1 person

    1. shubhada says:

      Oh, you’re welcome! πŸ˜€
      Nice to have met you. πŸ™‚

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