New Job

My dairy entry a few months ago: I feel like I’ve matured way more than what a mere 4 month period would normally allow. I don’t know. Maybe it’s the realization that things won’t always be perfect. Things won’t always be rosy. You will fall way deeper than you ever have, and you WILL have…

Some quick updates about my life right now

Hi guys. I don’t know if you guys still remember me. I used to be regular. Now its just impossible to be regular. Things have changed since I was here last. So many things. I’ve started working. And I’m happy. I’m tired most of the time. But I’m happy. To be working, to be earning,…

Things that shouldn’t matter, but somehow do.

Hi bloggers… How have you been? I’ve been just great. Until now. It’s about marks. I know. PETTY AS SHIT. But yeah. I hate that I got lesser marks than the girl who took ALL the study notes from ME. I did the hard work. She got the marks. She stood first in the class,…

Let me Introduce you to my Ajja and Ajji (Grandparents)

I recently gifted my grandmother a watch and my grandfather a novel from my first paycheck (kinda first, because I’d also done a small stint as a content writer before this. Even this money, with which I gifted my grandparents was a temporary 4 day thing of supervising CA examinations. Any graduate can do it,…

Blues

I’m screaming inside. Though I look calm and composed and seemingly immersed in some kind of interesting work I’m screaming from the inside. So many things. There are so many things I can do. That I want to do. But I’m just sitting here, unable to move in the direction I want to. There are…

Oh, Those Days

I feel like going back to those golden days. The days when I used to day dream about different situations with my crushes. Most of them ended with me making out with him. The coming years had held so many possibilities. I had always thought something will happen. Maybe not exactly like my day dreams,…

It’s Sweet and Blissful

We’re driving towards my native place in Karnataka and dad’s saying something to my brother about where to stop for petrol… I try to pay attention, but can’t, I’m feeling sleepy I realise I don’t have to worry about it. My eyes are doing that slow-mo opening and closing thing, and I’m slowly falling asleep…

Lifeless

Have you ever felt this? Like nothing is INTERESTING anymore. Nothing is worth thinking about Or no goal is worth working hard towards Like you’re just not happy about the place you are in And hey, if you’re not happy, atleast take an effort to get somewhere else, right? But you’re not even interested in…

Diary Entry #1

So here’s the thing, dear dairy. I’m battling with a lot of things right now. I’ve got nothing to do for most parts of the day. And there ARE things that I should be doing. But I just keep procrastinating. Everyday I think about how having a boyfriend would have been great. Then there’s this…

What Routine Looks Like

Today was a pretty normal day. I got up at 9, realised it was still not 10, which is my normal waking up time, and went to sleep again. Got up exactly at 9.45, realised I couldn’t sleep any longer and finally hopped out of bed. Read newspaper while having milk and Horlicks. Oh, before…

Sad, but only a Little.

Have you ever felt sad and a little lonely, for no apparent reason? Like, there are people around you. Plenty of them. Some even care. But you just can’t shake off that feeling of loneliness. You just can’t. You try. You try to mingle with different people. You try to smile at their jokes. Or…

The Little Voice

Is it just me, or do you also sometimes feel like saying to the little voice in your head that keeps irritating you with a numerous dialogues, many opinions and so many judgements to just shut the HELL up!